Hyattenism

As I age, I came to realised that life is a continuous cycle of learning. When I say learning, I meant on how we perceive or act on the things and situations that is happening around us.  Learning how to be better than I was yesterday or last year, learning how to be patient with the things I want to achieve since not every thing I  want can be given in an instant especially my goals in life, learning how to be contented and happy with what I have because I don't know if it's gonna be there forever or not, learning how to live by everyday with positivity and hope. Because life is short . We don't know when or where our time will end, so might as well experience everything. Make mistakes and learn from it, fail and stand up, cry and laugh and do the weirdest shit you want because life is all about how we make it. It's like a book, make it thick with lot of memories. Doesn't matter what it is all about, just write. Live . 

So I've been into a whole new chapter of my life since I came out from my comfort zone. I'm now in my mid twenties and I was like, I need to see the world before I turn old with no more energy to explore. I don't wanna die inside the box I've been into for years, I want to live my life outside the lines.  I know it's not that easy going out of the environment that I am used to but if I want to grow and experience all the things life has to offer, then definitely I gotta deal with all the ups and lows. That's life, nothing is easy. Unless I am born with a silver spoon. But hey, not everything in life is about money. Sometimes, it's the little things that matters if you know what I mean.  Living abroad seems like easy and fun with all the pictures and videos I am uploading on my socials but mind you, it's just pictures and videos. Yeah it's for memories but that was just the 10 percent of what is the reality here. You guys cannot see all t...

Every wondered why I always loved the sky no matter what it looks like, then I came to realized that it's the sense of being free that makes me feel something about it.  The sky reminds me of FREEDOM. The vast blue skies, sunsets and sunrises, cloudy weathers, starry nights and rainy days. I always have these comfort and peace inside me whenever I look up, especially when it's sunset which is my favourite part of it.  Been craving for freedom when I started to think things deeply, I grew up with a not strict father so I can say that I really did enjoyed my childhood but things changed when I hit adulthood. I was holding back a lot of myself when I was in my younger days, I did not go out partying and stuff or what any other kids did. But that doesn't mean I didn't enjoyed my youth days, I am just having these little regrets which yes I think the worst because I could've do what I want during those times as long as it's not harming anyone. I mean, I k...

This year 2022, I got a lot of things in my head. Planned my goals, added up my bucket list and many more. This year I wanna be something better than I was last year.  So I started getting back on track this first week of February because I've noticed that I've been off the grid since the holiday season. It's almost four months of no workouts or anything, even on my diet, I didn't hold myself back on foods because why not? We only live once and I don't wanna limit myself from the things I should have been enjoying. Even if I am on the process of self love and care, that doesn't mean I need to be strict on it. It's like torturing myself which is not really good for my mental health. And also, it's not just the physical fitness and health I was working on. I badly want to have my own space like a place I can call my own, wether it is a home or a business. I just need it. So in order for me to have that I need to grind more.  But nothing in life...

I've had read it somewhere here online that you are what you tolerate and it's a hard pill to swallow but it's true . Because all of things that happen to our lives are entirely up to us. How we want to be treated, to be viewed, to be seen or to be perceived. There are many instances in life that applies to this phrase, like if you are constantly just being lazy about the things that you want in life it will not definitely come to you. If you tolerate disrespect, then you are likely to be disrespected. Imagine yourself in a relationship, there are many times that your partner had been showing a lot of red flags like hitting you or even cheating on you but you still stayed. In that situation, you are tolerating his behavior. You are allowing that person to constantly abuse and hurt you, not just physically but emotionally and mentally. Why? The answer is always because of that so called love. But let me ask you, do you love yourself enough to leave such relations...

I've been on one of the dark chapters of my life these past few months. It's so hard and really challenging because I often get a lot of mental breakdowns but thankfully I am still here and keep on fighting.  This blog is about coping up and getting yourself together when things gets hard. Because you can not expect other people to help or be there for you always not even your close family or best friend.  It's YOU. You only have yourself. It's a battle between you versus you. Especially when times are so messed up and you can't really explain how you feel because you know that they might not understand you or judge you. Well, not all but most of them that is why some people who suffers from mental health issues tends to keep it themselves because of the stigma. Even if they want some help, they just get along with it as if everything is normal until it's too late. Because not everyone have the same mindset, some might be weak on dealing with things ...