STRUGGLES DURING THE PROCESS | knowing your self more and working on it
This year 2022, I got a lot of things in my head. Planned my goals, added up my bucket list and many more. This year I wanna be something better than I was last year. So I started getting back on track this first week of February because I've noticed that I've been off the grid since the holiday season. It's almost four months of no workouts or anything, even on my diet, I didn't hold myself back on foods because why not? We only live once and I don't wanna limit myself from the things I should have been enjoying. Even if I am on the process of self love and care, that doesn't mean I need to be strict on it. It's like torturing myself which is not really good for my mental health. And also, it's not just the physical fitness and health I was working on. I badly want to have my own space like a place I can call my own, wether it is a home or a business. I just need it. So in order for me to have that I need to grind more. But nothing in life...