life realisations | april lessons and updates

Life situations teaches us everyday and makes us realise how human is made perfectly imperfect.
 




This past few months has been challenging and at the same time hopeful for me because I know at the back of my head that everything that happens will eventually make me grow and learn. But as I mentioned on the first introduction of this blog, we are just mere humans. We make mistakes, we are flawed and not perfect. This month of April, I had this self assessment and reflection on how I was these past few months especially at work and with other people. 

First thing I've noticed is that my patience is getting less. Working as a customer service really sucked out the patience out of me. Everyday I was getting challenged with different types of people. But then again, it's my job and it's all part of it. Second, my anger and emotions are eating me. I know, it's not good but I am trying my best to control it and be professional as possible. Sometimes I'm taking a simple joke too seriously which makes me cracked up because it's so embarrassing. Anywyasy, humans are like that. Lastly, expecting too much. I had already told myself many times not to expect anything so I won't get disappointed but here I am forgetting it sometimes. I don't know how these things are coming out all together but I am glad to share it here because I feel lighter. I feel like a brand new person that can start anew. 

I wanted to start again positive and as a ray of sunshine to everyone because come on, with everything that happens around the world. It's better to just keep going with life happy than die with all these negative energies. 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

YOU ARE WHAT YOU TOLERATE

Image
I've had read it somewhere here online that you are what you tolerate and it's a hard pill to swallow but it's true . Because all of things that happen to our lives are entirely up to us. How we want to be treated, to be viewed, to be seen or to be perceived. There are many instances in life that applies to this phrase, like if you are constantly just being lazy about the things that you want in life it will not definitely come to you. If you tolerate disrespect, then you are likely to be disrespected. Imagine yourself in a relationship, there are many times that your partner had been showing a lot of red flags like hitting you or even cheating on you but you still stayed. In that situation, you are tolerating his behavior. You are allowing that person to constantly abuse and hurt you, not just physically but emotionally and mentally. Why? The answer is always because of that so called love. But let me ask you, do you love yourself enough to leave such relations...
Read more

Coping Up | Getting Your Sh*t Together Cause No One Will

Image
I've been on one of the dark chapters of my life these past few months. It's so hard and really challenging because I often get a lot of mental breakdowns but thankfully I am still here and keep on fighting.  This blog is about coping up and getting yourself together when things gets hard. Because you can not expect other people to help or be there for you always not even your close family or best friend.  It's YOU. You only have yourself. It's a battle between you versus you. Especially when times are so messed up and you can't really explain how you feel because you know that they might not understand you or judge you. Well, not all but most of them that is why some people who suffers from mental health issues tends to keep it themselves because of the stigma. Even if they want some help, they just get along with it as if everything is normal until it's too late. Because not everyone have the same mindset, some might be weak on dealing with things ...
Read more

2 am thoughts : hyattenism

Image
As I age, I came to realised that life is a continuous cycle of learning. When I say learning, I meant on how we perceive or act on the things and situations that is happening around us.  Learning how to be better than I was yesterday or last year, learning how to be patient with the things I want to achieve since not every thing I  want can be given in an instant especially my goals in life, learning how to be contented and happy with what I have because I don't know if it's gonna be there forever or not, learning how to live by everyday with positivity and hope. Because life is short . We don't know when or where our time will end, so might as well experience everything. Make mistakes and learn from it, fail and stand up, cry and laugh and do the weirdest shit you want because life is all about how we make it. It's like a book, make it thick with lot of memories. Doesn't matter what it is all about, just write. Live . 
Read more